What do I do? Do I dwell on the past and forget the present/future? Do I remember all the good things and settle? What is a stranger? Could it be someone you have shared your most intimate moments with?
I find myself in a daze through my work day. Thinking of you.. Reasons I don't know.. The days alone are agonizing because you trouble away in my thoughts. I know I am nothing to you and I am everything to someone else. So, why do I worry so much?
You say you love me and I have no doubt that you do.. But, actions are loud. The better days are coming; they are moments away.. they are already here.. sitting.. Will they last is the question. The winter is warming; the summer has yet to come.
I feel a cold chill. That warm embrace for those few hours. The smile that melts me.
Last night you were so kind and sweet. A different side of you. How did I not make this mine? How did I let someone else have that? Oh wait.. I do have it. My sanity loses place sometimes. But, I am here.
I am with you.. I am happy.
I find myself in a daze through my work day. Thinking of you.. Reasons I don't know.. The days alone are agonizing because you trouble away in my thoughts. I know I am nothing to you and I am everything to someone else. So, why do I worry so much?
You say you love me and I have no doubt that you do.. But, actions are loud. The better days are coming; they are moments away.. they are already here.. sitting.. Will they last is the question. The winter is warming; the summer has yet to come.
I feel a cold chill. That warm embrace for those few hours. The smile that melts me.
Last night you were so kind and sweet. A different side of you. How did I not make this mine? How did I let someone else have that? Oh wait.. I do have it. My sanity loses place sometimes. But, I am here.
I am with you.. I am happy.
