Sinful Thoughts

Eyes as deep as the ocean,
Every look different from the last,
Dilated pupils of one’s present, past and future,  
Mesmerized by a brisk glance against the moonlight,
Your ever gazing stare,

Lips as pursed as the mountains,

The simple graze against mine shutters my body into a deep quiver,
Lustful touches of your tongue tickle my smile,
Engaging my deep sexual feelings into a quick kiss,
Your sensual tongue tengo,

Skin as soft as my satin sheets,
Radiating warmth and compassion,
Gracefully gleaming with your euphoric light,
Mere touching ecstatically rushes my heart,
Your sinful embrace…

Ambient Pneuma

Ambient music radiates through my body,

Silently caressing my inner being,

Singing to me with the pulses of the piano,

Thriving my heart as the smooth jazz cradles pneuma,

Listening with my memories,

Seeing with my heavy touch,

Nonchalantly fading into the dark walls around me,

Letting go of the elements of what was,

Emerging into change…

Freedom

As the leaves turn to oranges and yellows,
My heart changes into something more refined and deep,
The glow of the sun in the morning upon the shadow that used to be you is gone,
And I am letting go of a chapter in my life that is taken a part of my heart with it…
Wanting forgiveness but not getting it,
I am left to forgive myself of my indecent discretions,
The funnels I have made through people’s lives,
The hurt that I have caused so many hearts,
The destruction of my own pain latching onto others,
Tearing the bridges I fought so hard to build and keep,
Left in the rain bleeding for you,
Swallowing every ounce of self-worth that I have,
Embellishing the disgrace that is me,
Wanting nothing then to just let go and be free…