Monday, August 26, 2013

Heartbreak


The moments of  a heartbreak...
Denial
The initial release of words undone,
Thoughts of unrealism...
Tears
Droplets of sadness, abandonment, pain,
Quivering for reprisal...
Anger
Betrayal of promises and words taken back,
Purposing yourself to hurt...
Bargaining
Making promises you cannot keep,
Easing your pain with depravities...
Calm
Words that go unspoken and fade into your memory,
Reclusing into the shadows of the walls that surround you...
Drifting
Replaying the past like a movie in the mere distance,
Accepting that the road has ended...
Living
Slowly making your way through life,
Allowing the peace within to overtake your heart and breathe again...
Cycle Repeats...

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Bent Not Broken

The secrets that you embed in your mind,
Silently with every move you make I can see,
Clearer the pictures appear along the shadows of my mysteries,
The glare that pulses from your texting,
The sashay of your words through a mirrored image,
The simple vibration of the dreamy words of another,
The gracefulness of your tone and the soft kiss upon my cheek,
Beneath my tongue words are hidden and not spoken,
Sidelined like that old book on the shelf,
Torn promises a mist with futures untold,
Swearing only one, yet there is two or three,
Solid delusional thoughts of a once honest faithful love,
Enigmas surround my feet and over take my balance,
Crushed at the sight of her name,
Guilt over the past reminders of my infidelities,
Guarded near the waves of your actions,
Worried the feelings have faded,
Tired of the games that are being played,
Slightly bent from the past before…