Consumption

Trapped outside of this glass ball we called life,

Looking into my own indiscretions of my heavy mind,

Clinching the cold, clear window pane of my life,

Pressing my breath along the numbed cracks of my heart,

Riving my fingertips against the hailing dusk of my thoughts,

Memories tap along the silhouette of my shadows,

The glass starts to fracture abruptly,

Scathing me at every angle, I start to fall into this yawning hole that consumes me,

Anchoring me into this pool of past memories,

Swimming to find a way out of this grey area that I’m weighed in,

Cleansed by the lucid water that flows over my body,

Sinking into the bittersweet alibis of your lies,

Fighting to hold my breath while I am submerged into the chaos of judgment,

Silently straining to feel my heart beat,

Disappearing into this mess we call life,

I let go…

 

Masked

Disregarded smiles,

Fraying at the seams,

Realizing that I am slightly bent,

Betraying myself,

Insincere thoughts follow my obsecurities,

Annoying traits that flaw your thoughts,

Irritating noises that become words,

Over analyzing beauty for amazing,

Wallowing in clouds of inadequacy,

 Assumptions of possible infidelity,

Submissive anger,

Swimming above oceans of imprisonment,

Alone.

 

Velvet Memories

Captivating Smiles,

Raptured Hearts,

New Kisses,

Inclined Breaths,

Slanted Truths,

Significant Pain,

Spaces In between,

Mangled Minds,

Elements of you,

Graces of another,

Forbidden Desires,

Gentle Whispers,

Mended Hearts,

Eagerness,

Torn Pasts,

Bright Futures,

Blurred Days,

Long Hours,

Brief Seconds,

New Tomorrows…