Jet Set

Overwhelming knowledge of our pasts,

 Pressure builds in my hands,

My mind explodes of fear and anguish,

Inhaling my understanding words,

Exhaling only bruises of a battered love,

Falling on the concrete,

Sliding into the future of my past regrets,

Holding tightly to the moments that once held my memory,

Confusing tears clutter my face,

Blinding my trembles from your deep embrace,

Challenging thoughts stumble my mind,

Lingering you possesses my eyes,

Stable hopes of a present unknown,

Swaying words brush my shoulders,

Painful obstacles beneath my feet,

Silent urges among my fingertips,

I am jet set...

Fear

I let you walk across the broken pieces of my heart,

I let you pick them up and try to put them back together,

The stitching was thin, yet it started to mold in your hands,

But, in one glimpse of fear it shattered into pieces again…

Tears stream down my face as I turn my back on you and walk away,

Walk to the lonely roads ahead, and chasing the white clouds that left me behind,

Snow is melting and the frigid air kisses my cheeks,

Peeled and broken, undone, left alone..

Beneath My Frantic Vision

Beneath the chaos of your words,

Lies a timid quiet mind,

A girl who jades herself from the real world,

Bleeding for a truth, a touch of real love,

Beneath the sighs and the screams,

Sits a heavy hearted woman,

A broken shadow that is scared of the night,

Scars that rip through the sunlight and leaves shades of grey,

Beneath the underlying thoughts of your manipulative mind,

Runs a frightened and insecure mother,

Strong willed with vibrations of a tattered soul,

Starving for a family, a chance at a normal sense of home,

Beneath the silent bellows of her own cries,

Stands a angered friend,

Ripped by the walls of the community,

Settled in the deep puddles of the blood from the knives stabbed in her back,

Beneath the passionate echoed lies of your tongue,

A crippled lover falls to her knees,

Cut with euphoric sores and a her broken mind in hand…