A New Beginning..

Wow.. it has been a long time since I have blogged. I should really keep up with this. Where do I start...

So much has happened lately I can't even find the words to write about it. Looking back at the beginning of my life a year ago; it's scary to see where I have landed. Can I save myself from the torture that I have created for myself? Have I been a bad mother, friend, and person?

All this time I have been blind to the truth that has shined infront of me as I walk outside on a summer day. Everything I know is a blur like the wind on a rainy day. Suddenly I feel this strong sway across my body like a thick cloud sheltering me from the bad storm ahead. My fears run through my eyes like the light that thrashes with the sound of thunder as I scream my life away.

I know there is more to me than this agony that I feel deep inside. The smiles that only last momment seem to torment me in my sleep. Sigh..

On the flip side.. the new people that enter your life makes every thing better.. and you can only hope that they will bring happiness and worth into your life.