Seems like life hands you the cards at the worst time. I have a broken foot- which really is not that big of a deal. But, for me at the moment it is. I am such an independent woman and yet I have to rely on so many people right now. I hate it.
I feel so out of myself. It hurts almost. I have these strong feelings for someone; but for some reason I feel like my buttons get pushed in so many different ways.. and I don't think that he realizes it. I don't know if you consider me an idiot or just an understandable girl.
Hm.. In the past I would have to say I was a "Dumb Ass". So, I wonder if that is the approach I am taking now. I don't know. I am confused in that aspect of it all.
Maybe I should just seek the advice from my male friends. I am sure they have insight on what I am struggling with.
I feel like I am being dis respected by this one particular person and she isn't even a part of my life. I have to put up with her because of the current love that I have for someone. I am frusterated that he continues to let her play her stupid little games that she plays with him. How come every time I decide to care for someone there is some kind of bullshit that comes along with it. I don't understand.
I am a big girl and I am clear cut and straight to the point. I am honest and forth going.. verses all these other girls are not.....maybe I will just back off.
It actually hurts more than I thought it would.. it's annoying that everytime I am here that there are multiple calls - yelling- texts- and then every other word is her.. I just think this maybe a little more than just a friendship.. I need to really re think this .
I feel so out of myself. It hurts almost. I have these strong feelings for someone; but for some reason I feel like my buttons get pushed in so many different ways.. and I don't think that he realizes it. I don't know if you consider me an idiot or just an understandable girl.
Hm.. In the past I would have to say I was a "Dumb Ass". So, I wonder if that is the approach I am taking now. I don't know. I am confused in that aspect of it all.
Maybe I should just seek the advice from my male friends. I am sure they have insight on what I am struggling with.
I feel like I am being dis respected by this one particular person and she isn't even a part of my life. I have to put up with her because of the current love that I have for someone. I am frusterated that he continues to let her play her stupid little games that she plays with him. How come every time I decide to care for someone there is some kind of bullshit that comes along with it. I don't understand.
I am a big girl and I am clear cut and straight to the point. I am honest and forth going.. verses all these other girls are not.....maybe I will just back off.
It actually hurts more than I thought it would.. it's annoying that everytime I am here that there are multiple calls - yelling- texts- and then every other word is her.. I just think this maybe a little more than just a friendship.. I need to really re think this .
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