It's been about 8 months since I wrote last.. life has been crazy hectic for me. Seems like time just slips away so fast and you just cannot keep track. Not that anyone really reads this blog. But, it is fun to think someone may be interested. None the less at least it gives me the chance to vent on to no one. :)
I finally have started a new job. I am very content with it. I still work for the club, Tengo Sed Cantina. But, having a day job helps me feel like I have a place in this world and that I make a difference. Also, it makes for paying the bills a lot easier.
I have been feeling a little under the weather emotionally lately. It seems like I can't get anything right in my love life these days. I struggle with letting people in and opening up a lot of the times. I always seem to fall for the guys that are going to hurt me. Whether they mean to or not isn't the issue. I'm a pretty sure it has a lot to do with me pushing them away.
I think I run as far as I can away from the people that actually care about me - just so I won't ever hurt like I did before. But, sometimes you have to take that leap and get hurt to heal and to move on.
Hmm... Pondering...
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