There's really nothing left for me to say... It's time for me to move.. move on from all the lies... I am so much better of without you by my side. Our "US" has fallen into this deep black hole.. so far down I cannot see you anymore.
Which leaves me alone.. With that bitter pain that lingers deep down in my throat. There is no longer any games to play and no longer any movement behind me. Only my shadow which blankets me with my pride.
As I walk away slowly...dodging every rock that gets thrown at me... I stand still at the end of the road.. I smile.. knowing that I will be okay.. even though I feel broken... I will loose myself in my own arms, in my own thoughts, in my own tears...
I will climb that mountain and I will not fall down.. I will stand strong and conquer those fears that I have had for the past two years.. You will be missed.. because you were my everything.. my world.. my life.. I love you ... That will not change... But, is there really any hope for the future.. I think not. Or am I wrong?
I have met many new people in my life .. Within the past six months .. definitely.. and I am happier... I am smiling. Sometimes that is what keeps people going.. leaving the past alone and enjoying the present.. For now I will try this... Let's see what happens.
I will continue walking down this road called life.. missing those arms that held me.. can't imagine life without you ... Did it make you feel good to see me break?.. Do you believe that you made me happy? Do I believe that I made you happy? Are you lonely like me? Or am I lonely like you ? (Quoted: Medina)
You said I upset you... you call me BLAME... I take that nickname along with many other ones that I have excepted... You can't tear me down anymore.. because I am free of those chains and words that bonded me to the floor.. I am breaking free.. I can breathe....
Which leaves me alone.. With that bitter pain that lingers deep down in my throat. There is no longer any games to play and no longer any movement behind me. Only my shadow which blankets me with my pride.
As I walk away slowly...dodging every rock that gets thrown at me... I stand still at the end of the road.. I smile.. knowing that I will be okay.. even though I feel broken... I will loose myself in my own arms, in my own thoughts, in my own tears...
I will climb that mountain and I will not fall down.. I will stand strong and conquer those fears that I have had for the past two years.. You will be missed.. because you were my everything.. my world.. my life.. I love you ... That will not change... But, is there really any hope for the future.. I think not. Or am I wrong?
I have met many new people in my life .. Within the past six months .. definitely.. and I am happier... I am smiling. Sometimes that is what keeps people going.. leaving the past alone and enjoying the present.. For now I will try this... Let's see what happens.
I will continue walking down this road called life.. missing those arms that held me.. can't imagine life without you ... Did it make you feel good to see me break?.. Do you believe that you made me happy? Do I believe that I made you happy? Are you lonely like me? Or am I lonely like you ? (Quoted: Medina)
You said I upset you... you call me BLAME... I take that nickname along with many other ones that I have excepted... You can't tear me down anymore.. because I am free of those chains and words that bonded me to the floor.. I am breaking free.. I can breathe....
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