Floating By

In the past few months I have reflected on all the pain and anguish that has hurt me in the past few years. I finally feel like I have exhausted those feelings and forgiven myself and the people that have led me in such a path. I am smiling today because the sun rose this morning and shined upon my face as I opened my eyes. I felt the warmth of another day and I stretched as I walked towards the bathroom for my hot morning shower. As the water fell upon my face I had no tears, no sadness, and no bitterness. It has been so long since I have felt this way. Anyone can smile and act as if they are feeling amazing.. but to really feel amazing and to smile for no reason at all is truely the greatest gift life can give you.
I drove to work today and enjoyed the sound of traffic. I took my time and listened to my favorite cd. I felt yeilded from all the rushers of rush hour and the horns that blew at other cars. I walked into work gracefully with a little step in my walk. I smiled at passing co workers as they walked by in a hurry. I am blessed to feel this way today.. Smiling..