Today is a sad day for me... it's like a knife stabbed into my heart and ripped down my torso until I have bled every emotion I have ever felt. When did being a sister become so one sided? When did the unconditional love of a sister become temporary and judgemental? I have lost my thoughts in a long winded path among dark trees and unfamaliar family. I am disheartened by the ignorance and imaturity of a thoughtless person. I reached a place of high cliffs and no where to jump. A pool of silenced lips and shadowed eyes. I feel a hole that has been sewn into me like a scar that cannot be removed. I have fallen flat on my parade of life and the significance of a forever family lost. Blood is shattered among my face and the pain reeks of habit. All the tauntings of a child's memories dance in my head like a scary movie. I cannot breathe, I cannot think, I cannot be.. I am loosing it and I have no where to run and hide. I have shut my closet door and there is nothing left for me to give. I am burdened , I am drained, I am lost..
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