Feeling unsure about my life at the moment. Curious on the recent decisions I have recently made in my life. Have I made the right choices? Or have I messed my life up beyond repair. You tell yourself once you have had your heart broken that you will not ever let it be broken again or get hurt. Yet it is like getting drunk and having a having a horrible hangover the next morning. You still do it over and over again. When do you ever know if you have found that person that you want to spend the rest of your life with. Not that I have doubts or anything. I feel it, I feel that I have.. but why am I second guessing everything now. It’s funny how words can cut so deep and yet you cry and you pain over them. Can you really just forget them? Can you release that and let it go.. and trust that it will never happen again. As for now.. I must.. It’s the only way I can move forward and love and be happy.. because without you… is missing you and unhappiness.
(Metaphorically Speaking)
I looked for you across the dance floor,
I didn’t see you, except for the essence of a beautiful woman on you,
Our eyes glanced, and I ran, ran away,
Words were torn across our hearts,
As your cold face looked at me,
Your teeth clinched, and your hands gripped,
A shoulder thrown into bruises,
A heart smashed into the pavement,
Clothes thrown to the ground,
My key to my soul slashed,
Ever fading words of that night lingers,
Pain with in my heart relieved by your kisses,
Leary of the words you speak today,
Silence overwhelms me and thoughts overcome me,
Forgetful past and present future,
Let me let go.. let go of fear and believe again,
Today I step forward with a smile,
Vanishing those memories into clouds,
That will linger, yet fade away in the near future.
For all I will see is happiness and words that are meant to be.
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