Fused Memories

Losing my mind in thoughts of you,

Trying to breathe and walk slow,

All I want to do is run into the depths of your words,

They feel like knifes thrusting through my shoulders,

Confined with demons perched upon them,

Screaming my reasoning into the icicles of your heart,

Do you see me? Do you see what has happened?

Fools of love and fear,

Dysfunctional promises of a future prohibited,

Entertain me as I parade along this road of broken shades of you,
Killing the grey areas with bitter sorrows and blemishes of faith,

Binding my world with chains and my heart with locks,

Tears fall,
Your eyes linger in my reflection,

Washing away my only glance of a new beginning,

My soul yearns for the break through,

Climbing the walls of life,
My nails breaking as I claw through nothing,

Fused memories that used to be,

Lapsing….

There I go stumbling into you.