Shattered Afternoon

When we choose to let friends in our lives , we choose for them to be there because we believe in full truth and intention that it is for the good. But, today I feel as if I have been a misguided train led to a path that not only stops along the way ... it smashes into a huge brick wall without warning. Misplaced thoughts, dreams, and hopes of life. I thought of myself as a huge hug of personality and strength. A friend that was there no matter what. Yet, to find out I was only an hour glass; that once the sand of time hit the breaking point I would stop and the surface around me would shatter. I am hurt that I am being misjudged on a basis that is not fair. A trust that I had openly admited and a fears let free. A couraged shoulder for someone to cry on. A fetal movement upon that person's life. I am not lost. Lost is not the word that I feel today. I feel broken of my beautiful intentions. I have misjudged not only my character but everyone around me.