Sins

Breathing lightly and stepping slowly, I pick up the shattered pieces of my mistakes of the past.

As I step out of the shower, I take a long look in the mirror.. steam rolling off my body hot and wet.

All I can see is this woman I thought I knew.

Imperfect to you and perfect to others. Tears wallow up but never drop. Fearful future disconcerts my heart, blocking memories.

Faded shadows of you dance along the crevices of my body as I yield it with the fine touch of myself.

Hands reaching for the light, dark forbidden faces consume my eyes and radiate a secret life.

Lies and dirty desires pass over my soul and into my heart.

Worlds between the unjustified woes of the completion of my sins.

Delightful pleasures and yearning wants.

A hardened heart and soulless creature, steal my pain for just one second.

Minutes pass and the rapid beat of my heart takes me away to a deserted place where life glows and sets you free.

Beautiful self, beautiful you..

Gripping the wall, Released..

Turning on the light, looking at the same blank stare..