Hazed Judgement

Resting along the end of my bed where you used to hold me,

The sheet blankets me like your body used to,
Your gone, yet your still crawling in my skin,
Can you hear me as I scream into the pillow,

 

I never felt a love like this before,
I know you can feel it as your miles away,
Your smiles are a distant memory or a picture on my wall,
Can I thank you for this eternity, or shall I shun the mere thought of you away forever,

 

I can barely stand the silence that echoes your name along my tongue,
Moving slowly as I glide into the bed and swallow my own heart,
Gripping the covers like they were your back,
Shattering my room of painful tears with the orgasmic thought of you near me,

 

Lightly running my hand along my inner thighs,
Touching my soft pink skin and entering a youthful bliss,
Arching my back and moving my hips to your shadow,
Rolling my eyes back and titling my head further into the pillow held by your lost hands,

 

Opening my mouth to a kiss that has faded into the used to be,  
Thoughts of your caress create a climax unknown to reality,
Dreaming of your I love you’s,
Flashes of you in my memory,
Scrambling to find you,

Forever more I dream of you..

I love you.