Wednesday, October 29, 2008

More Ponders

Why is it that when you think everything is going great; it really isn't? How come I can't be enough for someone? How come I always come last, not third, not second, not second to the last, LAST? It don't get it? I don't get how I can be the object of someones attention at first and then after a while I am at the bottom of the list. I guess I just misread emotions and actions too much. To think that I should be so lucky.. RIGHT! LOL... BRYCE your a DUMBASS!

I wonder what I do wrong? I guess I am not good enough. It's so heart breaking.. but that is okay.. because I am strong. This crap just makes me stronger.

Not to be conceited.. but I am special and I deserve happiness too.

Hm.. Oh well.. Life SUCKS!

- B

This is why I should stay guarded and sheltered.. because I always get hurt and neglected. I am always letting people walk all over me.

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