Thursday, February 23, 2012

Silent Tongue

Silent thoughts dwell on my mind today. They flow through my body in such a slow dreadful pain. So much to think about. The sky is gorgeous today and the clouds are scattered and fluffy. I am stuck in an office at a desk to ponder the thoughts I had the days before. I feel like my life is closing in on me and a plastic bag is around my head and my breath is getting slower and I feel faint. Anxiety becomes me. I am so happy with life right now and yet still feel this tender pain in life , a hole that I cannot fill. A ever so slight chance of loneliness. A drifter in my own hopes and dreams. Yet, the mere thought of you makes me smile, and I remember that it isn't so bad and that I am just thinking way to much about how life can be and could have be. Being patient is such a hard task.. yet the wait is worth it.. the outcome is beautiful.

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